here's your
free
verse
Jesus
I am going to die
just like anyone else
i can taste it between the bile and the blood
the ashes in the mouth
like a pill chewed upon
i falter between seconds
white noise, red noise
pink
a television busted
the cable is out
(Time? Warn Her)
but it wasn't the storm
i've been stealing programming from the skies since i moved here
technology like the colors after the fist strikes my face
you know very little about the cost of piracy and privacy
i take what i want and i never have enough
i hate that about myself
all of this was a measure to stop the bleeding
fourteenth or fifteenth aid
i am made of bones
an ossuary of ghosts
good night to you
and to all you stand for
don't wait up for me
unless you fancy looking under the bed
i won't be the monster
i'll be the whisper you hear that makes you seek the bogeyman
when you remember me
do it without flowers
because fuck that shit
i am worth initials in a tree, at the very fucking least
find an acorn
wrap in ribbons
with your hair and mine
the right color of smoke
and just a dollop of the substance
of your own being
buried with a silver trowel at the dark of the moon
i will see you in
dreams
Don't be so foolish as to think this has anything to do with you.
--Stephen Sunday
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Man, that's some beautifully worded heartache.
ReplyDeleteThank you, brother.
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